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It was always going to be impossible. Such a fool to have hope. So long praying, so long I waited. Holding back words and emotions. I thought doing the right thing would pay off. .. I will never have meaning to life. I am useless. A sucker for punishment endlessly. What kind of God would allow so much hate without forgiveness. I am completely turned away from God . Turned away by hope. Turned away by love. All I wanted was to hold them so close and just never let go I loved a fantasy of being a daddy. . I do not seek Jesus. I do not seek God. Thanks to the world. Another one turned away from a false God. Let hate fill me up. I dont want to live in hopes to be happy with my family back. There is no point to life. No point to following a false God. No point in spirit. Good bye.
Posted on: Thu, 13 Jun 2013 21:23:39 +0000

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