It will be a year tomorrow since our nightmare began. I vividly remember the investigators showing up at our door late Sunday evening Oct. 6, 2013 explaining how Moms car was found in a field. Asking me when was the last time I had talked to her or seen her. Then giving more details and telling us her car was burnt and then even worse, there were human remains inside. I was shocked. Just shocked. How could this happen!? Then, I was mad. Oh, the anger!!Who? Why? What made it worse is that we didnt know for sure it was her. We were told we wouldnt know until dental records were obtained. We couldnt even mourn! We couldnt even tell people. It was my own secret hell. My world was crashing down and I had to act like nothing. Do you know how hard that is? I couldnt let my children see me upset or they would want to know why and I couldnt tell them. We still held out hope. That hope would eventually fade over the next few days due to Dad and I having to identify her jewelry that was found in the car and the investigators swabbing me for my DNA to help accurately identify her. That Thursday - 4 long days later, the investigators had news and wanted to meet again. We drove to meet them and I remember thinking maybe they found her safe, maybe shes with them. Once seeing their faces, I knew. My last bit of hope was squashed. It has been an emotional roller coaster ride this year with no signs of stopping. It still feels like yesterday. My feelings still so raw. Please please pray for the investigators and this case that it will be solved and we finally get some answers. Also, pray for my Dad. He stuck by my Mom through thick and thin. The last few years before her death were extremely hard for him, but he never left her. He always took care of her and he never left her side. Hes a good man (actually the best man ever)! My Mom made decisions she would have never made if it wasnt for the substance abuse. I ask for everyone to please be respectful and even if you see or hear something on the news, it doesnt mean its true. Lastly, I want to thank everyone for the prayers this past year and for my friends that have stuck by my side. Love you all.
Posted on: Mon, 06 Oct 2014 00:48:24 +0000
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