Its almost midnight. Im sitting on the back porch listening to the music and traffic of the beach. .. yet having a whoa as me night. Everyone deserves one once in awhile. I hate shot night. The night I have to take an injection of medication that makes me feel so BAD. I know its supposed to help, but I cant help but fight it. It it werent for Chris, I wouldnt take it. How would YOU like to take a painful injection in your leg that makes you ache and have chills? How would you like trembling in bed all night with no sleep from a medication that has no sound proof of helping? It helped I THINK. At least there has been no major relapses in ny MS symptoms. I am very lucky. There has ben a few days recently that I cannot feel my toes and that scares me tremendously. I dont want to be crippled again. I notice that when I am at the gym, I cant lift the weights I was lifting just a couple weeks ago.... and it pisses me off. I get angry at my body. I was diagnosed in the colder October season. I am just hoping that I dont relapse. BUT .. if I do, I get through it. I have more in my life than I could ever ask for. Again I say, I am very lucky. GOD will not give me more than I can handle. He gave me.the disease of Multiple Sclerosis and he did it with a purpose. He gave it to me so I could straighten up and fight. So heres to taking horrible side effects of a medication that is not even.proven to work but still doing it out of hope. If I could give advice to anyone thst would listen, take your life and health seriously. It can be taken away in an instance. I am hoping and praying that I will never be blinded and crippled again. Before I was diagnosed, I really thought I was dying. I lost my vision and mobility. By the grace of GOD it was given back to me. I stil to this day dont know why HE chose such an extreme way to open my eyes, but it was definitely effective.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 05:18:16 +0000
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