Its been 2 days since my last post. I seriously have not been able to write or hear anything from God. Life has been crazy, sick kids, sore neck, tiredness, endless appointments, shopping, cooking, reading, homework, travelling, functions, discipling, gym, food shop x 10. Dreading christmas, missing family, in and out of court, life can be crazy at times and no matter how hard we want it different and often say God, do you not like me? Or have I done something bad? Or maybe somebody else could handle life better than me. Criticism, rejection, not been included invited, failed friendships, peer pressure, lonliness, BIG decisions. Living your life is a HUGE responsibility and because we dont wanna stuff it up for CHRIST and do the right thing when its messy its even harder to walk with your head held high in the image of CHRIST. The world judges on appearance, position, salary, status, friendship circle. I am soooooo thankful that God doesnt cos I would probably be classed as a loser :) in some PPL eyes So I wanted you to know that in the normality and stresses of life, that I constantly fight my inner soul and examine where I am at in my walk. What I do know is I am blessed even in the stresses as I have 3 beautiful kids, my health and I get to work out, breath air and drink coffee!!! So whatever your battles, I agree its **** and like me you probably want to curl up at times. But you gotta know your God and that is way despite the mess is always the BEST. Hang in there dont feel bad that you feel bad, God gets it and because He gets it He took it. If you wanna help a friend pray to God to get there despair so you may one day help them walk out into that bright future that God ordained. Love you all thanks always for reading my posts it means a lot when you tell me how its helped and I am always happy to pray with you and love the many chats we have praying on the phone for all those that call Rach xxxx
Posted on: Mon, 25 Nov 2013 09:06:07 +0000