Its been almost 2 weeks since my husband decided to walk out without warning....I have done nothing but cry and blame myself (doubting my own self worth). Ive tried calling him countless times, to which I am completely ignored....text mges. out the ass (begging and pleading with him to come back home...even tho I know if he did, I would have a hard time ever trusting him again)...needless to say, my many texts have also gone unanswered....what few times I have spoken with him (he has been quite the smart ass...giving off short snotty replies)...Ive driven up and down roads in Thomasville, High Point & Greensboro in hopes of tracking him down, which again has been a complete failure)....have really bugged the ever loving shit out of my poor Mother-in-law Catherine Bell (trying to get some kind of answer as to why this all happened and again NOTHING!) Its as tho, he hasnt a care in the world now. Well, Ive done ALL I know to do and quite honestly I am growing tired of the constant bullshit....I cant seem to get through to him NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY! Everything has led to a dead end street...I feel so defeated! After ALL that has happened...I truthfully would STILL take him back NO HESITATION!!!...its my experience that this kind of love doesnt just fall in your lap everyday!....I know we have been through some tough times...but at the end of the day, he is STILL my husband (the man I love) and I promised on May 3,2013 to stand by him through good times and bad....and I HAVE BEEN RIGHT HERE ALL ALONG!!!!! Looks like he has made other plans for himself tho that DO NOT include me....so, thinking maybe its just time for me to accept what is, remember what was and focus on what will be. Next step is setting up an appointment with Gary Isenhour (Divorce attourney) and I guess Ill be filing legal seperation papers here soon. REALLY NOT SOMETHING I WANT TO DO!....but the reality is, LIFE is NEVER all we might hope it to be....
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 14:50:51 +0000
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