Its been an arduous week; apart from PT on Monday, Ive not been able to get out of my apartment, let alone outta bed for three days. My arms and hands are joining in the game of dog-pile with my feet and legs, hence my lapses here on ye ol FB. Today it was through sheer will and getting the Caned Crusader to come to my rescue with the flying of the Egyptian Cubit that I made it out of the house and to the café to try and work on a couple queries and proposals. Ive been here near 6 hrs and managed to get through 2 pages. Okay, so one hour has been spent with my peer counselor, other than that, not much done today. Part of me is really angry about so little getting done, but Im sorely trying to look at it as a plus kind of day, as Im not stuck in my bed or my apartment; I did manage to get out and about. But that damned frustration is sitting on my shoulder like an obese imp. Part of the frustration and feeling more down of late is due to some of the meds that are helping the pain in my toes. It takes a few weeks for the body to adjust, so I just hafta fight through it and find the giggles and moments of enjoyment where I can, when I can, and recognize them as gifts at the moment. So, Im tempted, very tempted, to put this down as a non-plus, but I refuse to do that today. I REFUSE! So today is a plus, because the weather is beautiful and Im not stuck in my bed, unable to enjoy it. Next on my list is to go pick-up a childrens book I put on hold at the library that was highly recommended to me, called STELLALUNA. I AM going to bring some fun to inner-child and make this a PLUS kind of day, so SCREW YOU, DARLA!!!
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 19:58:30 +0000