Its been over 5 years since I made the decision to walk away from all my earthly possessions, not asking for a single penny from my ex husband but just asking that I get full cusotdy of my kids. He graciously agreed. Yes, I am well aware that many moms now days leave their children with their father and take all the money they can from their ex and live like they are young all over again. NEVER have I regretted my decision because to me there is nothing in his world more precious and priceless than having my kids with me every single day and tucking them in bed every single night. Several years ago, I would never have imagined that I would find my soul mate who would not only provide for me financially but most importantly be my very best friend and think that I am the best thing that has ever happened to him(shhhhh, no one tell him otherwise please.) Not only that but I have gained a daughter, one who I love like my very own and who I know loves me just as much. The kids get along like I have never known was even possible begging to see eachother, being best friends and support systems for each other. Never would I have imagined that in just one year I will be a nurse. Never would I have dreamed that my parents were even more giving and supportive than I could ever dream. They have been the most amazing spiritual leaders and examples to not only me but my boys throughout these years. Through hardships and adversities God has molded my boys to be strong, thoughtful, loving, kind and steadfast leaders and christians. So dont feel sorry for me. I have been blessed for beyond anything I deserve. God continues to love me even when my faith waivers with uncertainties about my future with the boys and if our custody arrangement will change. What I do know 100% is that God has never failed me and so far he has given me everything I have dreamed of my whole life. Best of all, I can lay my head down on my pillow with a clear conscious knowing that God knows and sees all. Not only that but he knows my heart. I just needed to write this extremely long post and make it known, because way too often I dont give God the credit for what he has done for me and what he is doing.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 16:34:21 +0000
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