Its been really hard for me..even when I just had my birthday. - TopicsExpress



          

Its been really hard for me..even when I just had my birthday. Been feeling a void in me constantly..Today is my dads birthday.Its been almost two years without him and it still feels surreal. I feel like its been an eternity since Ive seen my dad, at the same time, feels like I just saw him yesterday. Time has been moving crazy for me. Things are changing everyday. I dont really want to vent out on here, but I just want to say that my dad was a real fighter and kept it cool (as he always was) all the way until the end..Some of you know my familys story and some dont and always wondered. To keep it short, we were racing with time..going back and forth to the Philippines, in hopes for my dad to be treated of his illness he had for a long time. It was a big gamble my family and I took as things were getting harder and harder each day, but it was worth seeing him smile back in his hometown. Seeing him laugh at all the street traffic over there was something to see. Damn, my dad laughed at EVERYTHING haha..Though my dad had this illness..he never complained and again, ALWAYS kept it cool. He never accepted the sickness and never let it get to him. Man..my dad was full of life. Along with my mom, they made me fall in love with music..my mom was into all the Funk/Soul, Pop, and R&B, while my dad was into all the rock. Hendrix, The Beatles, Led Zeppelin, The Zombies, Pink Floyd! The list goes on....I would yell at the night sky, Happy birthday Dad!, but Id probably look crazy. Hed probably even laugh at me. haha.. Happy birthday Dad. Wish you were still here.. https://youtube/watch?v=Zicw_dVwhfM
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 04:50:01 +0000

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