Its funny to watch my younger kin folks on here. I look at some of your post and I can go back some years and remember things that caused similar responses. The only difference i didnt have Facebook to share some of those feelings (thank God). We all know this family aint a bought sharing anything that might make us appear weak, even our females. Everyone that knows us has looked at us and shook their heads and silently asked that question, what in the hell is wrong with these people lol. Hell we even ask that question about each other also so nothing wrong with them judging us, seeing how we seem to judge one another all the time anyways. Thats not the important shit though its just a distraction and when we are bored we welcome it, we like that drama. We like that drama because most of us hasnt been taught to love one another or anything as a matter of fact. We know what we was taught and thats our business, no one elses. The whole point of this post is to let you know that your not alone and regardless how deep the shit gets we always do WHAT WE WANT, no matter what the price. See we might not be leaders in the society meaning of things but we damn sure are not followers of anything either. We stand for what we consider to be right and we stand against what we think is wrong, always. They are plenty of examples to pull from in this family and even though you might not understand or even like one of those examples you can still learn from it. If you allow yourself to learn then just maybe you want make as many mistakes as we did. Maybe just maybe you will have an easier life or at least a happier one. I keep myself against the wall at all times because I lack the ability to love, trust, accept, or even care. First off dont misunderstand the love part for my family, I love my family even though I might not associate with my family. We understand why some us cant associate and again thats our business. Everyone in this family has a fire that is unmatched, I have met very few in my life time that has what you or I was born with. Things that get our attention and we like, we excel in. Things that dont capture our attention we couldnt care less about it. Find what interest you and excel and just so you know we are the only ones that are capable of holding ourselves back. No one can stop anyone of us if we set our minds to do whatever it is we want to do, not even other family members. Why? Because we are hardheaded as hell and when we get determined its impossible. That fire also works against us also though, it will get in the way if you allow it. Turn the hatred off, turn the drama off, turn away from the negative shit that we have let destroy any hopes of being normal. We need to learn how to love, trust, and care for one another instead of this bullshit we keep allowing to get in the way. This is for the younger ones because damn near all hope has been lost for us, that doesnt have to be you. If I can get on here and show some weakness at least drop your guard a little and show some weakness love for one another and you younger ones build something that we didnt and thats a family. We failed by not showing our love for one another, dont make the same mistakes we did. Each one of our family members is strong as hell just by themselves, just think how strong we could all be if we stood shoulder to shoulder. Dont let that fire burn you up but use it to lift you up, cause Im telling no one can hold a candle to your asses when the light comes on. Now for everyone of you that dont get what Im talking about this message wasnt for you, the ones that understands it, yeah Im talking to you, dont make the same mistakes we did and allow yourself to love yourself and each other.
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 08:11:50 +0000
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