Its mommy! Im updating tonight to vent in frustration. I cried today. I cried for no reason and I cried because Im frustrated. Tiny isnt adjusting well to our new home. She crys fusses and cling all day. Nothing makes her happy. She loved jumping in her jumper playing on the floor with her toys. Now those things last 2 minutes then she is screaming pulling her hair hitting herself in her head putting her arms up to be picked up. I never held Tiny a lot because I didnt want her so clingy. I have house work once upon a time school work phone calls to make appointments to schedule dinner to make. Yet today I would just put her in her crib or jumper and let her cry and I went to my bedroom and shut the door to cry. Im not sure what to do. Am I a bad parent? Did something go wrong in a way that Im raising her? Is it me? These are questions that are running in my head. I love my daughter more then my next breath. I took my anxiety meds for the first time in months. Im not sure how I feel about that but it helped with calming me down before an asthma attack starts. I could really use some suggestions some input. Please nothing negative or bad mouthing. I will ban you. Harmonie other wise is fine. I put her to bed early tonight so that I can have a little quite time to clean and eat. Thanks for letting me vent about me today.
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 01:25:32 +0000
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