Its never easy....you feel so much sadness, pain, anger, at times you feel like the whole world is turning upside down... sometimes you feel like there is never really anything that someone can say or do to help you truly feel okay with things... Almost 6 years ago on my birthday my family lost an amazing soul, she would do anything for anyone, she influenced so many of us and had such a huge impact on my life and others. For ALL of us it was very hard to deal with this loss, your holidays, and everything you did with this angel, changes....The only thing we all could do to heal was to think about every happy moment, from silly, crazy, funny times we had... and we would find our selfs still till this day laughing about the crazy times we had...And then those days where you just miss this person, and wish you could hear them laugh or see them smile again... It sucks... I cant honestly say Hey my friend, I know exactly what you and your family are going through but I can say that I know a bit of what the pain feels like... Andrew Pizana.....I really dont even know where to begin.... or really what to say...I find myself frustrated at tears on this computer because I cant seem to just really put into words on how much you put an impact on this world..not only with your music, but with your amazing heart, and love. you are going to be missed tremendously..... I go back constantly and think about all the amazing moments we had with you. I cant thank god enough for bringing you and Cristina into our lives.... Its so crazy...because I look up to you so much, you always had something great to say about everything even if we thought it was nothing. Your pure humbleness and appreciation about everything was so priceless..your soul is just so beautiful... I know you always wanted me to continue singing and do music, like Cristina did too, I know I should and thank you for always pushing me to do that, and to do pictures, and fallow our dreams, Ill never forget those moments... Thank you for have always supporting everything we do..even the drop everything in Michigan to come to Texas.. That was by far the most biggest leap in life we took and you both were very supportive about it. EVEN though it meant being away from you guys you still were all about it.... I remember always telling you how much we love you and Cristina and I can just hear you now telling me Oh sister, we love you guys too, or how I would say Man Andy, I love Cristina! and you would always smile back and say I love her too, My wife is amazing... I will never forget the SIMPLE, random I love you brother, and you never failed to smile, hug me and say I love you too sister I will never even forget that love bro, never ...... I know my brother isnt suffering anymore...I understand that, and I am going to miss him a-lot, Like everyone else, and again like most Im forever grateful to have met him, and had him apart of our lifes too but most of all grateful to have told him how much we love him... Thank you for sharing your amazing love and talent with all of us. ..I know hes up there in heaven, I know hes the beautiful skys Ive been seeing lately, I pray and hope that one day we will see each other again brother, I also hope Vicky found you because man she loved you so much, she would always talk about you and how great you were..and how much she wanted to go hear TSB play lol... And if your reading this Cristina, we love you so much, and wish we could be there with you, to hug you, and talk about all the fun times we all shared.....prayers to you and your beautiful family....love you......
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 06:26:39 +0000
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