Ive been awake since 2:45. My head is pounding. Trying to make some sense of the turn of events. I was completely optimistic about Lillys ultrasound. When the vet told me it wasnt her spleen, I thought, phew. When she said it was a large abdominal tumor, I thought, ok, not cancer. When she said it spread to her small intestine, I thought, not good. When she said her liver has growths, surgery not an option, chemo not an option, I felt my lips quiver and a tear fell. When I asked, how long? And she said, January at best, my heart broke. I told her that I wanted a last Christmas with her, she said that may not be. Although, the tears fell, I manage to keep it together. After what seemed an eternity, we were home. I texted family, took Bruno and Ace out... And then I cried. And my heart broke in a million pieces...
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 10:36:12 +0000
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