Ive been laying in bed all day, unable to do anything. Ive never been so hungry but everything I eat comes straight back up. I feel dizzy and confused and everything is a haze. I thought about taking my own life today but I didnt even have the energy to get up. Then again, while Im laying on the edge of my bed crying and throwing my guts up I realise that I have come WAY too far to give up now. Everything I have been through, my whole journey has been so tough and I cant let myself lose now. I come to Facebook to get support because I dont have anyone in the real world, I dont have a family and thats okay but Ive realised that when my life is on the internet theres good and theres bad. I have had an overwhelming amount of support but a ridiculous amount of hate too but now that I come to think of it, thats something I am just going to have to live with. If you dont like me thats fine, I can delete the negativity and nastiness. Im here today to not only prove the haters wrong but to prove to myself how strong I am because sometimes you dont even realise how strong you are until staying strong is the only choice you have. Today is not the day I give up.
Posted on: Tue, 28 Oct 2014 12:23:10 +0000
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