Ive been thinking a lot lately and since I havent been with the team I feel like Ive discovered a whole new side of who I am . Each and every girl/boy that I have met though the last 5/6 years of my life has helped me shape who I am today . With out all of them I dont know whered Id be today. They could put a smile on my face no matter what was going on. When I lost my first love; they were there with every made up battle in my head; every fight between some girls and I had; every broken heart; whatever the situation was they managed to help me turn my frown upside down. Theyd make me laugh for endless hours when we had sleep overs or we were doing state they helped me become a stronger person than I was they taught me many valuable lessons that I could have learned anywhere else. Theyve had my back since day one. Supporting me with every decision I had; trying out for youth state queen; for captain; when Antonio and I were together; when I felt my heart belonged on the team but I did not; they were upset but they still supported me. The countless hours I have spent were spent well. At first I was a shy girl and wouldnt talk to anyone that didnt talk to me or I wasnt sitting next to in the class room; I wouldnt volunteer for anything in the class is never speak almost as if I was invisible; they helped me break my shell away from that and now Im one of the loudest people youll ever meet. They have me advice on boys on life on making friends on anything you could imagine. Being apart from you guys has honestly been the worst time of my life . I didnt go to school on Thursdays anymore pumped up Because I had practice I knew I wasnt gonna see your smiley faces when I walked up to the door I wasnt gonna hear any more of the stories no more sleep overs no camping no state convention no boot Camps or all city no bus ride adventures singing in large groups and out of tune no seeing my favorites or babysitting anymore or doing big girl bonding no more seeing all my coaches . Everything changed I felt lost . Im hoping that when the season starts up again Ill have my license so I can have my own way to come down and see everyone and join the team up again . You guys are forever in my heart . Thanks for everything you have ever done to support me Love and miss you all ! I have so much more to say but this is enough for now.
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 09:17:36 +0000
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