Ive gone to bed and go to bed every night with a heavy heart. Its been like this for like the past month. My grandparents death has taken such a huge impact on my life. I cant even figure out how to cope with it. I know its normal to be sad about it. I struggle falling asleep every single night without fail. Once Im asleep Im great and have no problem saying asleep and sleeping in. But falling asleep even with prescribed medicine is just not working. The sadness I feel is so indescribable and has really started to take on my life. I just dont even know what to say or do anymore because I just wish so much that they were still here. Along with uncle Greg. I wish so much that I wouldnt have to spend Christmas without all these people I love. I just dont even know anymore. Im grateful that I have Adam and Allison to help me pull through. But thats first off not their responsibility, and secondly cant always fix it or help.
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 09:09:52 +0000
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