Ive had a lot of time off to think. Been out for months. I had a buddy show me what he listens to driving to work. Something came alive. There is a purpose for everything, and there is a reason I got hurt. Not just hurt, but hurt badly 3 times in less then a year, forced to sit around. I wonder why? I wonder why Im pretty good where I am, because I know Im very smart. I wonder why oppurtunities go to other people, and complain that I want something good. Talk about I should be respected. Im tired of mediocrity and pretty good Im tired of thinking my life has to be getting through it, and living a decent life. Nothing has to be decent. We can all achieve a great life for our self, not a good one. I told Kate a while back that I want to do something big, be important. Ive worked hard, and come a log way, but it doesnt stop. Its so easy to get comfortable, be ok with floating by like a leaf on a pond. No. Be the alligator in that pond. Its hard. Its going to be so hard, it seems incomprehensible that we will ever get there. Success isnt about failing, its about not stopping when you fail. Not many of you will read this, and this isnt for any of you. This is for me to look back on when I want to give up, when I think its too hard to get through. For when I feel something is out of my reach, so I should settle for something less. Change is coming. No longer will I settle to float by. Ive got too much power for it to go waste. https://youtube/watch?v=mgmVOuLgFB0
Posted on: Fri, 23 May 2014 22:49:25 +0000