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Ive just realized that since my dad died, Ive been doing a lot of grasping at ANY and EVERY distraction I can find, with no real goal in mind other than keeping my head above water. I need to feel occupied, useful, needed. And the moments I find myself without a distraction are the moments I lose my mind and break down (pretty much always with my poor husband). I dont know if this is healthy or not. Probably not. Im trying, Dad. But Ive never been good at letting things be, though, you know? I like to take the reigns, be a leader, be the strong one, and help people through things. Not actually having any power is really stupid hard. youtu.be/hpPrHE0nyQQ
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 03:36:52 +0000

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