Ive lost my grandfather and losing my gma on my dads side I think what phases me more is not the death part , I mean death is never really easy even as a Christian and knowing what you know, and especially with old age and sickness ,its expected but what bothers me more is fact that I wish I had more of a relationship with them I may have had one with my grandmother more so ,but I would have like for it to be more, I do know shes so strong ,many times she has been in a coma like state and the next she up and socializing with the fam , joking and making playful threats to her annoying grandchildren and laughing but as that went on, she became weaker ,health declining but yet she still manage to be lively ,idk if that make sense but if you knew her and her history , youll be amazed. I remember seeing her in the hospital and crying and praying, I asked her granny do you believe in God ? She said yes and I told her talk to him granny and she responded faintly I do and I cried and she just said why are you crying and I said why wouldnt I granny she told me in her strong Guyanese accent Gyal me aint dead yet and Smiled at me I started laughing and crying more and thought I swear this woman lol and you know she was around for thanksgiving laughing joking ,her birthday, thats why at the same time its like hard to phantom this time around its just time.
Posted on: Tue, 15 Apr 2014 19:19:34 +0000
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