Johnthia Fernandez youll always hold such a special place in my heart. I love you forever and always that was always our promise. Right now Im wearing your hoodie you left me and it still smells like you. My johnthia. You were my first boyfriend, my first love, my first everything and I loved you with my whole heart. We had such a special relationship and even til this day we always stayed close. You were always my rock, my safe place, the person who knew me better than anyone. It was always you and me against the world. We loved each other hard and you always protected me against everyone who ever tried to tear us apart. You always reminded me how important it was to believe in myself. Im going to miss those bear hugs, that cheeky smile, and the way you just lit up a room. You never fail to make me laugh and you have this personality thats so welcoming and confident. You had so many goals, so many big dreams, and you were always so determined to get them. We grew up together. We were just 15 when we started dating and I was lucky to call you mine for four years. We went through so many big things together that only you and I will understand. We had this bond that no one could break and we always protected each other. I always wanted to save you and keep you safe. You would only open up-to me about what was hurting you and about your demons. Ive always kept those secrets safe and when you felt pain I felt that same pain with you. You were apart of my family and they loved you. Mama adored her jontie and you drove down to come to her funeral and the way you cried Ill never forget. I promise Ill make you proud of me. Last time we talked you told me how proud of me you were and how strong of a woman Ive become. You were the only one who could get me to open up and broke down that wall I built up. I saw you last in June and every time you came down from kelowna you always came to see me and surprise me youd call and say look out the window and there youd be outside waving. You said to me were always going to be close arent we and I said yea we are and you gave me the biggest hug. I know my mama is going to take care of you. Youre with our angels now. Johnthia you are one in a million. Love you forever! Youll always have my heart. So many pictures, so many memories and Im glad that we went through them together. This was the song you dedicated to me, you made me a slideshow of us and played it infront of our marketing class and infront of my family. Te amo/ Love you my Caribbean king Ill always be your queen.
Posted on: Thu, 18 Sep 2014 21:44:49 +0000
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