Just kicked back and relaxing. Things get better with time, but patience is my weakness. The lit match tattoo on my neck says it all~ Hot Head! Better than I used to be in so many ways; still get so pissed, so quick that Im the poster child for stroking out. How come I can always give someone the old Lighten up man, or Take it easy and I cant even use my own advice? Sure I imagine they make pills to help with that... got enough already! The easy way out... everybody wants it, but at what cost? I got a Bible I carry in my lunch box; break it out and read it every so often... need to turn to it more;) I aint gonna look for the easy way out; just the right way of doing things. Who knows, I might be surprised to find theyre one in the same:) Always fun to try to cut back on pain meds, its part of the problem. Nausea, chills, quick temper, no patience... I dont have to do this, I want to do this. The first 3 days are the worst... tomorrow is day 3:) As many surgeries as Ive had I know what to expect, and what it takes. My 8hrs. and a shower are all thats necessary this week. Been here before;) Its all downhill from here- Thank God:) This is relatively light compared to prior years of reckless youth. Older and wiser? Thats for you to decide.
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 00:47:14 +0000
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