Just when I almost feel like meh aiight,, being ok doing ok idk damnit... my mind starts going,, worried about money.. thinkin hmm,, uhh this,, that? Who, what? pondering life!?!...stay/go? School? KOREAN GEESUZ!!(give me the answers ahah :( )?!? Worrying about shiet that aint even a problem!? Merrrp.. Birthdays an christmas coming... are we ready for winter? What now? Worry about my children not having all they need but silly me they have everything they could possibly need. Feeling like a failure at times.. soo much i wanna do an say but I hold back.,, why? becuz i dont wanna be a failure -_- . Lol kinda dumb yeah i know..(but am slowly on my way to **NGAF** these days!!). but really who really has there shit together?!. Haha geebus I hate not knowing.. I hate my mind... battling my own thoughts.. wish i could just know ya know? An Cuz I cant where is the pause button lemme take a breather!! Creator....Korean Jeesuz daaamn somebody help me! teach me patience teach me to go with the flow an just accept things as they happen.. I am grateful for who we have in our lives an what we have.. I appreciate everyone who has done anything for us.. never forget it,, aaahhhz I guess Ima go...thats jus the randomness on my mind tonite!....
Posted on: Tue, 07 Oct 2014 04:24:15 +0000
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