Kinda down. Things havent been going so well. Havent been able to go back to work and we just cant make it on my husbands checks. Wont be long before they start shutting off the utilities. Cant even afford to buy groceries. Almost 2 months behind in rent and still have some medical bills to pay from Devins surgeries. Ive tried to sell anything I can but no one seems interested in Longaberger baskets,a skateboard, or a very nice boys bike. Ive applied for assistance but because they base it on our gross income(which no one lives on) we cant get any help. We are like $45 over for qualifying. Ive cried so much I think I have no tears left. I feel so defeated,ashamed,and embarrassed because I cant help out with the bills or groceries. My son needs clothes that fit him but I cant even get him any. I feel like the worst mother in the world! He has therapy 3 days a week and Im gonna have to cancel them soon because I dont have the money for gas. He needs a book for his English class called Of Mice and Men but I dont know how Im gonna pay for that. I just keep praying that something positive happens soon but maybe God is tired of hearing from me ALL the time. Well anyway....Sorry to sound so depressing but I just needed to get this off my chest. This is the only place I feel like I can vent. Its getting too hard to keep it all inside and then crying myself to sleep every night. I just feel so depressed and ashamed. Well, thanks for listening. Hope you all have a better day than I am.
Posted on: Wed, 05 Nov 2014 16:19:37 +0000
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