Knowin you the best part of life, do I have the right to take yours? Cause I created you, irresponsibly Subconciously knowin the act I was a part of The start of somethin, Im not ready to bring into the world Had myself believin I was sterile I look into mothers stomach, wonder if you are a boy or a girl Turnin this womans womb into a tomb But she and I agree, a seed we dont need You wouldve been much more than a mouth to feed But someone, I wouldve fed this information I read To someone, my life for you I woulda had to leave Instead I lead you to death Im sorry for takin your first breath, first step, and first cry But I wasnt prepared mentally nor financially Havin a child shouldnt have to bring out the man in me Plus I wanted you to be raised within a family I dont wanna, go through the drama of havin a babys momma Weekend visits and buyin Js aint gon make me a father For a while bearing a child is somethin I never wanted to do For me to live forever I can only do that through you Nerve I got to talk about them niggas with a gun Must have really thought I was God to take the life of my son I could have sacrificed goin out To think my homies who did it I used to joke about, from now on Ima use self control instead of birth control Cause 315 dollars aint worth your soul 315 dollars aint worth your soul 315 dollars aint worth it
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 00:15:23 +0000
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