LOSS....how much loss can a person take b4 they break.......I wonder im 31 years old an i grew up broke an lived I foster care with numerous families....ive witnessed death an life I come from a broken home dad was an abusive drunk mom abandoned. Me I have a chip whom I dont get to c I got a girl who I am pushing away due to my problems who is been nuthing but great to me so as I sit here I wonder am I supposed to be stronger cause I feel weaker so weak im at the point I dont care thats not how I wanna live.....so to everyone any everybody I am truly sorry Ive tried an tried an come up short everytime im tired really tired this isnt a Cry for help its a realization that this is my destiny my life is a waste I only get enjoyment for helping others an could care less about myself the world is a vast place where I dont belong I see that now no matter what I do ill always be empty an alone even if im not cause thats how my mind works an I pray everyday that god could give me the strength to b strong 💪 an to look at things differently but Im stuck maybe my brain I undeveloped. But after the life I have lived u figure that I would be a great man with everything figured out instead I a scared little boy thats not sure where to go next or what to do all I know is I dont feel right here an not entirely. Sure if I wanna stick around to find out I feel im on my last leg so again im sorry not a cry for help just a realization not sure what the future. Holds or even I I want It...love u all tremendously .....colin u.b.p booher
Posted on: Mon, 26 Jan 2015 14:25:37 +0000
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