Last night I helt my fathers hand for the last time. My sister call the va in murfreesboro to check on his status and that was it 6:30 a.m. This morning they told her he passed at 6:15 a.m. This morning. When she called me and told me it was like my soul and heart left my body. I knew then I was alone and there was nothing I could do about it. I didnt know a person could have so many tears and couldnt stop crying. Ive been by myself most of my life because when I grew up I was taught to survive alone. When I lost my mom in 2002 that was really the first time I was around death in my family. I thought there wasnt life without her.... After 12 years we had Bob there for us. He didnt have to stay here for us he could have moved back to his family and had it made but instead he stayed here for me and my sister. Everyone says hes lived a good life hes in a better place. To me the better place at the time was with us girls. Him and my mom had a marriage most people dont have nowadays and we was so thankful to have him after mama passed. What hurts the worst is when someone gives up their happiness for you and has always treated you and your mother with respect and nobody could ever say anything negative about Bob. He gave and gave to everyone he was a devoted member of the Harris chapel Methodist Church in Estill Spgs. He will be at theTULLAHOMA FUNERAL HOME GOING STRAIGHT OVER THE VIDOCK IN TULLAHOMA. VISITSTION IS:::FRIDAY THE 11TH OF JULY @ 12:00 NOON TILL 3:00 PM WHEN THE SERVICES WILL BE HELD & HE WILL BE LAYED 2 REST @ ROSE HILL NEXT TO MY MOTHER...you know when you lose ur parents no one I mean no one knows what one really feels until it happens to them. Prayers, hes lived a good life , hes in a better place maybe true but the hurt and pain I feel nothing no one could say or do will make it better.. I just wish I couldve helded his hands and told him I love him longer last night... its so hard to see someone you love just laying there drugged up responsive. I never dreamed my life would turn out like this.. But I am thankful for all my friends that have supported me through this. God bless all of you for your thoughtfulness and kind words..... No one knows what anybody else has been through in her life to make them the way they are and feel the way they do. And as we get older we learn to be more thankful for what we have and accept what we dont have ... I just hope someday I can since I lost most all of them so earlier in my life. Again I want to thank everyone for reading my posts and the kind words. It goes to say there are still good people left in this world I sure lost a good one this morning.
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 02:31:14 +0000
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