Last night someone told me that the way Ive chosen to live on my journey doesnt inspire confidence (or security). And certainly, on some levels, I can see that. Sometimes Im not so confident about it myself. Sometimes I doubt myself and my decisions. Just yesterday I was joking about often not feeling as if I have any idea what Im doing (z3ro.in/1sVJrSu). But thats not really a joke, is it? Running from safety and comfort is scary. Its weird. Its not normal behavior. OMG. Im not normal. Ive made a mistake. All of this is for nothing. Its worthless if no one sees the value in it. So while Ive been thinking that over this morning, I received this email out of the blue from Russia (excerpt): ... youre great at explaining stuff in a simple and neat way. Im really-really grateful to you. I admire and (if I can be:) ) proud of you. Decisions you made, roads you drove and walked, your past and present - by all these I can say (Im sure) that youre on the right way. Keep it up) And let the Light be with you)... Maybe I dont need to inspire confidence in everyone who crosses my path. Maybe its OK to be weird. Maybe anything that has value to me or helps me grow as a person isnt worthless. Maybe the only thing that matters is that I believe in what Im doing and stand behind the decisions Ive made. Without regret. Balance to the universe restored. Thank you. If youre inspired to do so, never hesitate sending someone words of encouragement. You never know when they might be having the sort of mental battle that your words are exactly what they needed to hear.
Posted on: Tue, 02 Sep 2014 16:50:29 +0000
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