Last night was one of the most emotional nights of my life. We all in the bathroom getting high and I started bursting into tears when I watched the music video I made for my nephew when he was 3. I did a cover to Frank Oceans Strawberry Swing because the song made me realize how special life is and what will happen if the person you care about doesnt live long after a tragedy. Taking my nephew to the park that day was amazing; it was a beautiful day, I still remember that whole day. It was a moment in life I wouldnt get back and I didnt realize it more until their parents separation and soon to be divorce. I havent seen them boys for so long. I remember my mom will have me go to Panama City almost everyday to pick them up or drop them off. I remember that time one of my nephews shit his pants and I had to change his pull up at a truck stop and I didnt know what to do lol Those days are gone now💔. I dont think they will remember all things we used to do, and that is exactly why I made a music video with my nephew. So when he gets older to understand all that his uncle has done for them. So He can Understand how to precious moments in life that we will never get back. We will never be that age again 😢 I cant believe I was crying out of nowhere in front of people, that never happen before. I love them boys and I miss them a lot. I wished things never changed. But after I cried and I went straight back to recording a song because I believe making this music will get me closer to them with no problems and hopefully my music video will have them both crying as well ❤️
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 03:27:51 +0000
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