Lately; I havent been able to get out of this funk. Seems like I take one step forward and two steps back - I never imagined my life would be so lonely and depressing or that I would be so hurt by those I love most. However, I have come to peace with it. Things wont change if I continue to forgive the person who makes me feel small and unimportant. I am striving for a better life. I am human - Ive hurt many people throughout my life and I believe karma has taken place. Ive cried more tears then I knew I had this past week, even just today. Ive said and done things out of anger, that I didnt mean - Ive also had very hurtful things said to me. I am no longer mad at my situation; mostly heartbroken but time will heal. Somedays, Im sure I will break down but at the end of the day, I am grateful - I have a beautiful smart little girl, who belongs to me and only me. && she will love me when Im not very lovable; words cant describe what her and I have been through as a family. My only hope for my future is that my daughter is happy
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 03:13:30 +0000