Lesboville Chapter 4 My head was spinning, it took me a while to think straight and remember that i had to take her to hospital. How do you react to your lover trying to commit suicide? This doesnt only affect her but it inflicts pain on you too. I was mad at her...really mad. I looked for her car keys and found them in her bag. I lifted her and placed her on my shoulder and carried her to the car. You see Sugar has been through a lot. She was with her ex for 5 years. They lived together for 4 years. Her ex has a teenage son that they raised together. They were planning to get married, but due to her ex going on tours overseas, things became complicated. Sugar’s friends tried to warn her that her then partner was seeing other women when she wasnt around. Sugar never listened but decided to trust her. As time went on, Sugar started to question her whereabouts, she became violent. She used to hit her and this one time she pushed Sugar out of a moving car, because Sugar was asking about the private late night calls she was receiving. Things became so bad between them that they started getting into physical fights. That was the end of their 5years relationship. So here i was sitting next to Sugar after they had pumped her stomach. I was waiting for her to wake up and i wasn’t going to leave her side. A hundred thoughts were going through my mind as i sat there. Why did she do it? Did she think about me...about us? Was she really planning to die on me? Before i could answer all these questions, Sugar woke up. “Hey baby...” She said. I said ‘Hi babe, how are you feeling?’ She looked around her and realised she was i hospital. She started crying uncontrollably saying how sorry she was. I couldn’t be mad at her. How could i be mad at her when she needed me more than ever? I tried to calm her down and after an hour or so. She fell asleep again. I decided to just drive around for a while, maybe go to the mall, clear my head and hopefully she’ll be up by the time i get back. So i drove to the nearest mall. I wanted some ice cream or chocolate and cigarettes. My head was all over the place that i bumped into a girl and she spilled her cold drink on my vest. I kept saying I’m sorry until grabbed my hand and i looked at her. She said it’s ok. And she asked me if i was alright. I lied and said i was fine. She asked me where i was going and i couldnt remember. She offered me a cigarette and said we should go to the rooftop and smoke. So i went with her, the view was absolutely beautiful form the rooftop. I took my first pull and sighed. She noticed and said ‘girl troubles?’ I said “Uhmm how did you know i was..? Before i could finish she said “My gaydar picked you up..”She was also a lesbian; i guess my gaydar has been offline since i met Sugar. I no longer pay much attention to anyone. We chilled and smoked one ciggie after another, for a few minutes i got to spill my guts to a complete stranger and it felt good. It felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. We were talking and laughing until we realized that we hadnt introduced ourselves. Her name was Mbali, yes i know it’s a common name but she actually looked as beautiful as a flower. I extended my arm to shake her hand and she took my hand pulled me closer, looked at me and said ‘A handshake really?’ She pulled me closer to her as she looked into my eyes...and slowly put her arms around my waist...Tentatively, i slowly wrapped my arms around her shoulders. She held me so tight and warm it felt like i had been in those arms before. But i thought she was just comforting me, until i had to let her go but she pulled me closer to her...I could feel her warm breath on my neck. Thoughts came rushing and at that moment i remembered my Sugar.... To be continued... #Vee
Posted on: Sat, 04 Oct 2014 18:03:39 +0000
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