Let me get real with you guys for a moment. I spent the first half of this year almost positive that I was losing all of my close friends. I kept drifting away from people due to the fact that my depression was grasping so tightly onto me... and I didnt know how to fight back. Ive had to for ten years and Im honestly getting so tired. But since Animethon Ive been strengthening friendships with people whom I respect so highly, and have always wanted to get closer with. Ive been given the opportunity to have close friends again; and, save for a select few, I havent felt that feeling since I lost Leasa. Its a wonderfully warming feeling. I feel butterflies again, and not just because of anxiety. Ive been so happy Ive blushed, not because of embarrassment. Just from being happy. Ive laughed to the point of tears. Ive gotten more kisses in the last week than I have in my lifetime. Im almost sobbing writing this because Im happier than Ive ever been. Im so thankful to everyone who has decided that Im worthy of being a part of their lives. And I would be so honoured if everyone would stay with me. I make friends with every intention of keeping them for as long as they would have me, and I hope I dont have to say goodbye to any of you any time soon. Thanks for reading this, and just know that I love you from the bottom of my heart.
Posted on: Mon, 15 Sep 2014 15:47:28 +0000
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