Let me just tell ya a little bit about my night. I had to be at a work dinner at 6, I head out already a little grumpy because its cold and I just want to stay home. I then proceed to trash my car trying to maneuver around some bushes and another car. Pissed I drive myself to dinner...and my mind wonders. I have no one to blame but myself, Im such an idiot which then leads to all I want is some help, the kind a husband does with you, help with the upkeep on a house or car problems, which turns into whats wrong with me! When did I take this independent road I dont like! Then oh I control my outcome if I would put more effort, like get back to the gym, get out of the house more, quit smoking. Dammit why did I mention smoking, its so ugly and disgusting and I hate it, why dont I have the will power to quit Bottom line: my whole drive over I summed up Im a complete failure! Needless to say I wasnt excited for an inspiring womens dinner! Well...this is why Im sharing this story, not for a whoa is me but to share how someone who may seem to have it together can clearly be a hot mess! Cold weather is coming and many start getting depressed, I was reminded at this dinner that it only takes one to inspire and if its to simply show someone they arent alone in the inner battle of themselves, then Ive succeeded. But most importantly Im so sick of the I, I realized how many times I was thinking of only I! Even if they werent kind thoughts they were still all about me. The ladies and gentleman that were honored tonight were so moving, their tears of joy and smiles as big as their hearts reminded me that true happiness comes from focusing on others. Thank you for turning my night around by your inspiration!!
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 04:30:39 +0000
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