Lets face it. Life happens. And before I get into it, I just want to tell yall that I have fought with myself ALL morning because I did NOT want to workout! Alyson has been texting me all morning telling me to get it done, and the last message I got from her (before my phone died) was a pretty mean face telling me to quit changing the subject. So, its done. I only got 20 out of 25 minutes in before Rosa wasnt having it anymore AND I CUT MY TOE. #ouch #forreal No pictures because my phone is still dead. lol. Anyway. Alyson also helped me right along with another great friend of mine. I have a family issue going on right now. I will not air out all the dirty laundry here on my personal page, that part doesnt matter. What matters IS this morning I took some quiet time and did a lot of praying for healing and peace for someone close to me and near and dear to my heart. I did some forgiving, not for the things that have been said recently, but for said person really believing the things they believe about themself. It really does make me sad. With that, this is to all of you. You are what you say you are. If you are happy, then you are happy. If you are sad, you are sad. If you are strong you are strong. If you are worthless, then yes, you will feel worthless. CHANGE YOUR THOUGHTS. STOP worrying about how OTHERS MAY or MAY NOT feel about you. You dont know their feelings and 99% of the time you will be wrong about the way someone feels about you. I know there are a lot of judgemental people out there, but there are also a lot of non judgemental people who really do just wish the best for you and want you to love yourself. Do what makes YOU happy. ALWAYS. Dont let ANYONE be an influence on your decisions. God will lead you the right way ALWAYS. Sometimes it may take a long time, sometimes it may take you moving away to grow as an individual, sometimes it is RIGHT in front of your face. Its your decision whether you listen to him. However he speaks to you, you will know. Dont let ANYONE tell you that you are foolish or that it isnt God speaking to you. You will know when he does. With this being said, I am who I am. I am not the person I used to be. That person used to be a loving, good hearted person. But I also didnt really go to church, I used to steal, I used to lie, I used to be jealous of others. THIS person, the one you know NOW, is STILL good hearted and loving. But I go to church, I talk with God, I dont steal and I am not a liar. I am not jealous of anyone. I am free. I am confident. I am determined. I am a believer. I am a wife. I am a mom. I AM ME. I will always live my life for God, my husband and my children and not for anyone else. I am me. Take it or leave it.
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 17:26:43 +0000
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