Lets see WHERE DO I START ???????? I want to begin this post by saying it MAY BE A LITTLE LONG BUT I feel the need to Express my Feelings about a few things going on in what is called The Life of Ups & Downs of Cubby Christopher and Friends To begin I want to THANK YOU for being my friend and YES I know I can be a pain ( Bite your tongue Ms Crystal Rae Lee Love ) but atleast at the age I am now I can ADMIT IT and have been able to LEARN to change and control that bitter part of Cubby. And it was all from having several AWESOME MENTORS over the Years, and just to name a few Crystal RLL, Christina Valk, Falcon Fuhr, Ronnie Siebert, Stella Link SeVille, Bob Bouton, Shelby St. John ( Scott Marasckin ) and Woody Stiner. Each of you and a few others I have learned many things from and each of you have Helped me Grow to be a Stronger Better Cubby. With out each of you I would still be the Pain in the Ass i started out as. But that Christopher wasnt liked so well and I changed. THANK YOU for helping me see the PERSON I AM NOW. To my Best Friends - this part is a bit harder to say as lately I have been told best friends dont act that way or do that to each other and so on.... But we EACH have our Own Lives and how we CHOOSE to Live them, and WHO is in our daily lives. And to those 2 I call my Best Friends JP Gill & Susan Hayes I LOVE YOU and that will NEVER CHANGE. I will say this to you both I MISS YOU BOTH Tremendously and how we would do so much more together in the past, But I understand work and life and free time may not ALWAYS mix well and can be hard to accomadate 3 life schedules. To Close Friends that are more like FAMILY Blood Family we dont get to pick that is CHOSEN for us and we must live with the ups & downs and find a HAPPY MEDIUM at times, and I can say this is HARD but can be DONE. And CHOSEN FAMILY - you mean the WORLD AND SOOOOO MUCH MORE as you are the family that I spend a lot more time with, and when one of you are Down, Hurt, Sad, Lonely, and in Dangerous Dark Spots It HURTS ME 1O FOLD as I soooooooooooooo want to be able to RELEASE YOUR PAIN and Help you out of that ugly spot but I cant when you pull away and go into your private bubble. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EVER EXPRESS and I hate that you pull away BUT You have to do what YOU have to do to REGAIN YOUR HAPPY SPOT IN LIFE. and PLEASE know I will NEVER EVER stop loving you or caring and will be here ANYTIME OF THE DAY OR NIGHT when your ready to talk or just hangout Etc.... To my Partner Daddy Jim Crawford I LOVE YOU soooo much and as you said it last night WE HAVE BEEN THRU A LOT and we are Happy and have Beautiful Babies - Princess, Beaux & Starr to complete our happy home. I was totally happy and honored to have been able to get such an amazing group of Our Friends together for your 53rd Birthday Dinner last night. I know many hear how long we have been together and then say ( Some Joking & some Serious ) Wow THAT LONG YOU DESERVE A REWARD OR PRIZE for Putting up with him that long. And you do and the prize is My Love and the Love from the Spoiled babies as YOU TOO have taught me a lot, and that has TRULY Become Prevalent this year when I resigned from ERSICSS, and your words you have said for years ( IF ITS NOT FUN ANYMORE WHY DO IT AS ITS SUPPOSED TO BE VOLUNTEER AND YOU ARE NOT GETTING PAID TO DO IT ) replayed in my head the night that I DECIDED that resigning was the best thing, Since then MANY MANY THINGS have swirled around my brain and the end result are yet to be determined as ONLY TIME AND THE FUTURE CAN TELL. So to close this out for now I say this to each and every single one of you I APPRECIATE YOU and all that You bring into my Life whether that be Good or Bad and I THANK YOU for your Friendship And I LOVE YOU ALL and Only want the Best in Life and Happieness for each of you With Hope, Love, Passion & SPARKLE I remain Today and Forever more to some Cubby Christopher “Sparkles boy” P., Summors, SeVille, Siebert, FU, FAT, St. James, Hoot, littleMore, Fontaine, Harshman, Debris, Big, Doodle, Balls, Storm, Lust, Nolan, Who?, Martinez, Mink, Del Rio, Munson, Matlock, Tron, Southworth, Lord, Twist, and Christopher Mark Prado to the rest
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 15:17:16 +0000
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