Lizzy and Is one year anniversary, uuhhg, c: One year, wow. I am so insanely in love with her, I had such an amazing day with her. To think one year ago I started living, I received a future, I was given the love of my life. And only a few days prior I was a depressed, antisocial, and uninterested kid. Now I am happier than ever, I have ambitions, I am positive, I am many things, but of those things,I am proud to say that I am in love. I am in love with a girl whose eyes shine as she looks into mine, I am in love with a girl who misses me every second were apart, I am in love with a girl who cares about me, I am in love with a girl who smiles and laugh at my dumb puns, I am in love with a girl who has more energy than a supernova burning out as fast as light can travel, I am in love with a girl who plays video games with me, I am in love with a girl who is faithful, I am in love with a girl who is proud and confident, I am in love with a girl whose smile is brighter than the sun, I am in love with a girl who is excited to see me even after all this time, I am in love with a girl I can call mine, I am in love with a girl who is everything to me, and most importantly, and most surprisingly, I am in love with a girl who is in love with me, even after all the bullshit people spread, the shit people say to her for being with me, but she, and I have gotten stronger, more confident, more stable than we could have ever been if we werent together. Truth be told wed both be in a box in the ground somewhere decomposing right now if we were never together. and maybe all this sounds dumb to the people who read this, but this isnt for you, or anyone besides us, not really, this is for us to look back on, this is for us to show our future kids, this is for when we are 90 years old, hooked up to oxygen tanks and sitting in wheelchairs, for people to see and say Hey, maybe this goddamned world has a chance, maybe its not all bad, maybe true love is a thing, maybe I shouldnt be so belligerent and pessimistic, maybe I should be nice, maybe I should be a better person for myself and for others. This is for the kids who are trying their damn hardest to be taken seriously, because they are kids and everyone says they are immature and wont last, this is for humanity, this is one bright star in a vast dark sky, there is hope in this world, there are good things. And to anyone who is truly going through depression, anxiety, paranoia, and you have lost all faith in humanity and you lost faith in yourself along the lines, look up, because I bet there is a person just right for you standing right in front of you, you just havent seen them yet, I know what its like to feel too far gone, that there is nothing in this life, that you are just one of many people on one small planet, in one average sized solar system, in a normal galaxy, in a gigantic universe filled with a centillion other life forms just like you and that you will inevitably die, and thats all there is. Well thats wrong, I am proof that there is more, Lizzy is too, you can find someone exactly like you, you can find happiness, you can find peace, I did, she did, we both did, one year ago to this day, but if you are an asshole, and you start shit, then you will never be happy, and neither will the people involved with you, so maybe all you need to do, is be nice. And if it seems so dark, as if you are in a never ending abyss, all you must do is change your perspective, and look up, and youll see light, its really just a vast tunnel that leads to infinite possibilities, and all of them are possible if you have the love of someone who is perfect for you. I have the unconditional and infinite love of a girl who is perfect for me, and is perfect to me, not to anyone else, but to me, she is perfect. I love her more than anything, and I would say everything, but she is my everything. The stars are so vast and the universe is so big, and its terrifying, but now that I have her, its amazing, there is an infinite universe full of life forms and people, and she loves me, me, I am one out of nearly 8 billion people on Earth, and she loves me. I am so lucky to have her, and so very proud to say she is my darling. Happy anniversary lovely, I love you so infinitely much, and I am so insanely in love with you. Thank you for the best year of my life. I love you
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 03:08:34 +0000
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