Long Rant.... Im not perfect. I have never once in my life claimed that I was nor will I ever. If theres one thing that I can say that I am great at its being a mother. Despite the fact that me and their father arent together they still get to see both of us equally, AND NOT BECAUSE SOME JUDGE HAD TO TELL US TO! We made the decision all on our own. I have always looked out for their best interest no matter how hard that decision was for me. Im sick of being made to feel like what I do isnt enough. I raise them to the best of my ability. I work hard everyday to provide for them. I do this all with no government assistance nor child support. Their father has them equal time and I dont think it would be right to require him to pay me anything because I would rather know he can provide for them on his time. We split their bills equally and I think thats how it should be. I work everyday and yes I do have to miss certain things but I do this because I think teaching them work ethic is a very important lesson in life. I hope that seeing the way me and their father work for everything we have and that we, as parents, can work together for their sake will teach them more valuable lessons than anything else. I may not be perfect at it but I dont think anybody really is and I think my children are just fine and more than taken care of. Another thing that completely makes my skin crawl is to hear how people say I live my life is so wrong. Yes I may drink a beer if I feel the need but my children have never once seen me do it nor will they ever. I dont party every weekend as some people think. Im entirely to tired to do so as a matter of fact so we can stop all of this talk now! Just because I have a beer with my friends once a week doesnt classify me as a drunk nor is it something I feel that I have to do every weekend. If anyone feels that I live my life in the wrong way I will gladly take my shoes off and let you walk in them for a day, or give you my eyes and let you see everything that Ive had to see in my 27 years of life. Im sorry I dont sugar coat who I am to impress anyone and if you dont like it keep your opinion to yourself because your judgement really doesnt matter. God is the only person that has the authority to judge me and trust me hes judging you too ...... Just keep that in mind. I believe in God, I believe in being a strong women, I believe in being well rounded, and so far I think Im doing just fine. I sin daily but so do every one of you. No one sin is any worse than the other in Gods eyes, so dont criticize how I live my life just because you choose to live yours on the more straight and narrow path. God made me the person I am today for a reason and I would say hes been angry with my choices just as many times as hes been proud of them but he made me and knows every decision ill make before I do. And I trust that hes always gonna bring me through everything in his own way that he sees best fit for me! I dont need a church pew every Sunday to understand Gods greatness or to learn right from wrong. I have always taken every lesson God has pitched my way and Babe Ruthd it out of the park. He may teach me in a different ways than he teaches you but I promise hes God he will handle me the rest of you dont have to!!!!!!!
Posted on: Thu, 17 Oct 2013 03:18:51 +0000
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