Long one, On a Rant here and apologies to some ppl whom were upset - TopicsExpress

Long one, On a Rant here and apologies to some ppl whom were upset over last rant. . Jez lads just looked through my pics there, you must see me in bits at this minute, and i thought i was in pieces back two yrs ago in them photos, god help!!! look now?, WELL Im on my bloody way back, yea gonna get my hair back and to hell with this moving & flu, im gonna beat both. ATHY you dont ever miss anything till its gone, well im gone long enough looking for something Better. I cant get better than you lot have been to me and my family. So im gonna stay here like it or not, Your a great bloody bunch. its a hard lonely winter facing us and i mean were gonna beat that also, Lets have that community spirit youve shown me & climb these walls that we have put up around us. Break them down and be here for each other, sincerely lets do this, my daughter Lisa came in here today and once again proved to us this can be done. Anne & Sarah you also have done this with me. As for Dotty & Pat the fathers of my children, well, have to say Maggie & Dotty your great you always looked after Lisa plus my boys from my marriage when he wouldnt. Im sorry we had that row a few weeks ago on here, you didnt deserve what i said i was angry at you all. For those whom dont want to read this delete me, others when im gone someday youll understand. Maggie ive always had peace in my heart knowing you were there for Lisa, also my boys, you are theyre second Mum, i thank you for this, But Dotty Please dont threaten me or I Will Bloody Kick up Big Time, respect that woman you have, shes a diamond, even for my boys. But there is no need for you to be angry at me. WHY ARE YOU? I kicked off cause you were talking about me all over the place, stop this and just get on with it please. When youve face the sickness ive faced in the last year, you wonder? Who will Love Your Children? Just live & Let Live now. Im publicly saying sorry to you, please have respect for myself and the boys now. Im getting on with my life, i thought you ppl were there for us, maybe i was wrong here? who knows only us in the end. V. )0(