Lying in bed i cant sleep, my hand hurts, its bandaged up and i might never be able to pole dance again. 8 weeks ago I was accused of something I didnt do, and even though I cant be friends with that person anymore I will always care about them and cherish the memories. 9 separate sessions of tweezing glass out of my hand thinking it would be ok But every time i do something the sharp pinch of glass in my palm remains. Tonight i feel like i want to cry as half a dozen minuscule glass splinters were removed from my bleeding palm Every morning the wound has re-healed already And every night its cut open again when i say the sharp edges of every side of the glass are still cutting in. Now i think it might not be possible to remove every last shred of glass I thought there was only a finite amount of visible pieces Now i think how many more are in there? When will this be over? and the excruciating pain of the glass cutting into my flesh will never go away underneath the healed skin. I cant grip a pole like that and suspend my body weight from it. Ive pole danced for 6 years, won trophies from it, i love it. I really hope this is not goodbye.
Posted on: Sun, 01 Dec 2013 13:53:44 +0000
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