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Lyrics to Schizophrenic conversations by StaindLyrics to Schizophrenic conversations I often wonder what everyone would really think of me if they really knew who I am and the things I have done. If everyone knew that In my not so distant pAst I had a huge drinking problem. That I destroyed pretty much every relationship in my life because of it. Friends, family, kids, spouse. I destroyed the trust and respect of the ones a cared about the most. May 19th, 2011 was the last time I found the bottom of a bottle. That night I tried to end it all and in the intent of hurting myself I hurt the few people in my life who always stuck by My side and stil to this day still stick by me as much as I allow them to. I live with huge regret, pain and anger everyday. I refuse to let it ruin me but some days are harder then others. I have never spoke publicly about my struggle with addiction or the wave of destruction that I caused, or of the constant struggle of living with regret. But maybe its time I say to the world that Im sorry. Im sorry for the pain, anger, frustration I caused. Im sorry for the lives I effected on so many levels. I just hope when I leave this world people will remember me for who I am, not who I was.
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