MY BIGGEST DILEMMA - TO MOVE ON OR TO WAIT? Itz been almost a month since we broke up, well actually not “WE”, it waz “HE” who broke up, who dumped me coz of just no reason. I waz shattered, heart broken and above all “LOST”, lost in my own world, lost in his memoriez, in his so called “LOVE”. Seemed like every song is portraying my situation, seemed like I have lost the inner “ME”, my essence and myself. Everything waz lost somewhere. I couldn’t concentrate on anything, no work, nothing at all. It waz his thoughtz, his talkz, his smile, his laughter, his wordz and only ”HIM” who surrounded my mind 24x7. Yes, I love him madly, truly and purely But he doesn’t love me, infact he didn’t even bother to know if I am alive or not. Itz been 27 dayz since he broke up and not even once he contact me since then. Seemz like our 1 year relationship waz just of “ZERO” value in his life but why? Why he is doing so? Where did my LOVE for him lag behind? Why can’t he still be with me? These questionz were just increasing day by day n so waz the curiosity to get itz answerz but all I saw waz a “DEAD END” so finally my friendz supported me and help me recover Now I am almost recovered from the shock n reality of our breakup. I tried to start leading my normal life again, not for me but for my near n loved onez coz they care for me n can’t see me upset n ruining myself the way I had been doing since long but the real question is still unanswered ”WHAT TO DO NOW? SHOULD I MOVE ON COMPLETELY OR STILL WAIT FOR HIM TO COME BACK? Well the answer to this question is extremely difficult coz on one hand is my “LOVE” n my “FEELINGZ” towardz him, my pure n true feelingz which isn’t easy to ignore coz I still love him a lot from every piece of my broken heart n on the other hand is my whole life, my family, my friendz who just want my happiness, who care for me, who love me, who can’t see me shattered the way I waz, so what should I do? Well I dont know about otherz but in my case “HE” didn’t even look back n bothered to contact me, not even once he bothered to know how am I surviving without him, not even once he bothered to know if I am alive or not, he is happy without me. This attitude of his clearly portrayz that “HE HAS MOVED ON” n that too very easily keep reading at : ==> life-my-destiny.blogspot.in/2013/10/my-biggest-dilemma-to-move-on-or-to-wait.html
Posted on: Sun, 27 Oct 2013 13:46:00 +0000
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