MY VAN LIFE ADVENTURE!! :D 1 MONTH Few months ago I decided to buy a fitted van and let myself guided by encounters crossing Europe. One month passed already and it feels like nothing changed, I’m still putting a lot of pressure on me, worried about what would be the result of all that, the end product, should I have a proper goal, produce more, share on a regular base, have a system, a discipline…? More I think about all those things more I feel like going away from the essence of my original instinct of taking the risk to live, experiment an adventure, follow a passion, a desire to go and love the world and its people which will come on my way. LOVE was the base of this desire to go, to love and be love by friends who I haven’t seen for more than 20 years, by people who share the same values than me, by strangers desperately in need of love but forgot or refuse to feel it, express it … However I always had in mind to make sure to not fall in love during this journey. In order to make sure to stay focus on what I secretly wanted to achieve, and what people and society is pressuring us to get: success, recognition, money… Scared as well that falling in love will make an end to my will to share things with others, an end to this desire to explore, too distracted by this new person I will want to discover and give too much attention to and get myself lost AGAIN. In parallel to those feelings I started to doubt about the meaning of having those adventures on my own. What could be the point of all that if it isn’t shared with anyone? How beautiful it will be to share it with someone who desires to explore the same things as you do? Happiness only real when shared INTO THE WILD, full movie https://youtube/watch?v=MYnn7H1XETI Deeply inside this is how I feel: “The planet doesn’t need more successful people. The planet desperately needs more pacemakers, healers, restorers, storytellers and lovers of all kinds.” Dalai Lama So how stupid it will be to go away from this rare and mysterious alchemy when everything is offered to you? I have no idea how long it will last, days, weeks, months, years but why not take it while it is here and live every of those moments simply, enjoying it without wondering much about what the future will be? I didn’t expected that love will come so close from my departure point, but I made the decision to LIVE IT. :D
Posted on: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 16:27:30 +0000
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