Man I tell you its really hard being me right now. I wake up every day wishing I was either dead or gone but Im still here struggling and got to deal with the devil of the house my grandma. Growing up I think she hated me and thats why I dont like her old ass, until this day I dont and never will like her but why Im staying in her house well hell when came back from Illinois I had nowhere else go I told tell everybody my family dont like me So that means Im on my own with no help. I was always told to fight my own battles but I see this a battle this is a battle I cant win Im really trying hard to keep myself stable but when something good is taken away from you man it really hurt bad now Im at the point where I just want to give up on everything and die cause the way things are going for me now I dont think Im make it. I remember at one I was talking about killing myself now Im really thinking about doing it
Posted on: Wed, 05 Mar 2014 13:00:01 +0000
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