May is a month of new beginnings Between work, uncertainty over where I was going to be living, when I was moving, Whitby prep, no power in the house, no net connection to house search on and various other things April was very stressful time. With so much going on it was difficult to separate and process it and it all bled into each other. Those who saw me at this time will know the most visible way this presented itself was in difficulties dealing with the split with Ella, even though that had been my decision. The day before Whitby I sorted out my holding deposit and a couple of other things. Then I got away to the seaside and destressed. That cleared my head, simplified the picture and helped me process everything for what it is. Then a weekend of partying in the finest possible company lifted my spirits no end. I got back from Whitby to the keys to my new place and to friends rallying around to help me move. Still a lot to do, but its coming on very well thanks to all the help Ive had. Things arent perfect, there are still issues for me to resolve and this move, as before, feels like a retreat forced on me from outside at a time I desperately want to be gaining control of my life, but we retreat to regroup, to gather our strength and come back better. Having the choice to listen to music, watch movies, play games or read again is also a bonus. I am not quite myself in a happy and personable way, but I am full of my old drive and ambition and have space to work on my projects. Heres to May, heres to new beginnings.
Posted on: Thu, 08 May 2014 20:49:03 +0000
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