Maybe its the hormones, but Im feeling really sentimental right now. The past two years of my life have been pretty crappy or at least I thought that until now. It started with the end of a very long tumultuous relationship. The usual horrible months after a break up. Then, my brothers passing and Hondo leaving to be with his father. Again the usual months that ensue loss. I get in another crazy relationship, although this one is different somehow. I lost my job because some people hate being called out, but LOVE calling others out. I didnt know whether I was going to have a home to live in. I had never been so broke in my life! You all have seen how my moods can be on here and whether its a good day or a bad day. Then, slowly, so slowly, things started getting put back together even better than before. I started seeking God and that is where my life started changing. My home is still my home. My baby came back home more insightful than he left. After Joes death, my mother and I rekindled a relationship and I have two new wonderful sisters in my life, although I still miss him so much. This crazy relationship is bringing new life into our lives. Im still broke, but have more than I had when I was working full-time. God lets things happen for a reason and most of it is to make you trust Him. Well, He got my attention. Now, Im just thanking Him for these changes in my life.
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 18:11:21 +0000