Me and my Guruji---taming and training my uncouth mind A devotee is the choice of Guruji Himself---when we first arrive at Guruji’s dwar—we are blessed exactly according to His choice—the pious rain of His rehmat is in degrees according to one’s past and present karmas and it is also a matter of Guruji’s choice. Guruji always recreates and wishes to give a new personality to a devotee according to his mind set up---and gets the maximum advantage out of it. It is Guruji’s special kripa. Guruji’s style of direct connectivity is very different from one individual to another---it is difficult to understand the situation of another person. We can never know a person properly until we come close to each other. To walk on the path of Guruji---many times---is like playing a game on ludo---the snake and ladder series. It is primarily a game of soul on to the path of Guruji. Guruji starts with all blessings up to 98 points out of 100. But near about----there is a deep fall where the snake bites and one goes down. At such a point Guruji lets us play our part independently---leaves us free---. But with His choice souls----He has full control---rather above direct control He has many remote controls –and others can not understand these controls----Guruji never at any rate allows a good soul go wrong way---He create speed breakers. But to evil souls He lets the reins go free—a wild horse goes free---but a tamed one---works under Guruji’s direct control. My daily routine has become very different---I am woken up at one in the morning---after half an hour I am on the computer---I take three hours to write a poem---at 4-30 am I take 15 minutes to find a video to share---then I go out to record Guruji’s sach khand voice. In between a good nourishment-tasteful to eat and enjoy----then I work on tally to look after my children’s’ interest---it is soon 8 in the morning---then kitchen welfare---at 10 office work---till 5 pm---with a little rest snatched off and on---I hardly visit face book during the day—the admins are so kind----. My friends on the face book are very kind---they keep on sending me the copy paste of important things---since years long. From 5-6 in the evening I start locking the house and winding up things. After that I get extremely tired—I go to sleep at 6 pm--. If any time I plan to go to Jalandhar mandir at Guruji’s sister’s persuasion—I just lie down at four in the evening to rest before getting ready for the mandir—I fall asleep and wake up at 9-30 pm. Guruji tells me not to over strain myself in this over busy schedule at this stage of life. As far as coming to Delhi mandir is concerned Gaurv Guruji’s nephew---visited me 10 days before Guruji’s birthday and personally asked me many times to come to Delhi mandir for birthday celebrations---my age does not allow me—I did not come---other wise also I visited bada mandir twice after Guruji’s mahasmadhi for 10 minutes each time. The same way about Dugri as well---for long 6 years I have been on flower decoration sewa there---it is very difficult to explain whenever I am asked the reason why I am unable to come---. The reason behind is that all my life work that is done---is lying scattered and it will take more than a year to complete it---and you never know of human body when it fails to respond----so there are miles to go before I sleep---. On the whole life under Guruji’s control is like a picnic---there is a lot of fun too---a few days back a devotee and me were talking on mobile---suddenly an amusing situation arose and Guruji made us laugh so much that both my sides started paining with laughter---it would not stop—we were unable to breathe----then came a halt as suddenly as it had started and we thanks Guruji. JAI GURUJI
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 01:30:08 +0000
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