Miracles when shared Multiplies I am really grateful to you for holding the 3 chambers day at your house.Thank you.. When I arrived in the morning I was getting a migraine ( from lack of sleep the night before, one and a half hours. and the stress of being late, the coach not coming, missing the connection etc). So the day was full of pain for me . I remember you saying that some people work with pain towards their awakening. Well I certainly did on Sunday. . The experience of all three chambers is of dropping right into all my stuff in a big way, . I said to Kalki that I was so tired and he sort of mentally shrugged and said So , youre tired, thats what it is sort of telling me that it was just one of those things, everyone gets tired, its alright. So I asked for healing in there for my migraine and I was very aware of a big pulsing through me with my hands on the paddakas . Then in the 3rd chamber I just said thank you to AmmaBaghavan , and I saw Baghavans face look at me right into and through me and I felt it OK for him to see me, and he seemed to be saying that he recognized that I was improving, whereas a couple of times ago he had given me a not so happy look .I looked into their eyes for a long time .It felt lovely and a hugedose of love and truth.. They felt so alive for me. They told me to sit with my shawl around me each evening on my bed and watch myself quietly, and that if I feel I need comfort to wrap a blanket quite tightly around me, They told me as well to sit and observe the migraines when I get them , to witness them more . I was very aware that I am always judging myself badly and picking up on peoples seeming rejection of me. When I left your house I felt very vulnerable I am used to covering up who I really am, and looking at AmmaBaghavan, for so long , afterwards in the real world I felt vulnerable. I told myself I would speak at the end of your day this time , but again I couldnt, was too afraid of being rejected in what I experienced. The migraine had eased by the time I got home but have felt tired since, and needy of being more immersed in this work. Love and thanks Elaine
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 16:12:24 +0000
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