Miss Alaina Dyann Hammond so bad that it hurts. Like, what are you supposed to do when the only person that would stay with you almost everyday of the summer, bring food and shit to your house, make bucket lists with you, do crazy shit with you, make you feel like you had a second family (miss you Elizabeth Walden Hammond and Tj Hammond so much too..) and made you into a whole different person, leaves and takes the memories with them? Laina, you were seriously the only friend that I had a break through with. We were legit the best friends that could ever happen. No one wants to be around me how you always were. You told me, when we met, that you moved a lot... But I never thought I would lose my best friend like that. Everytime we thought you were moving, we would cry together and just feel horrible.. Then we would find out that you were staying longer, and it was like an eruption of happiness. But then February came around.. And you were leaving soon for sure. I didnt know what to do, what to feel.. I feel like stuff is missing.. You seriously changed who I am. I was super shy and subtle when we first met, then me and you went through our phases together hahaha (: from seventh to ninth grade, I had the time of my life. Every time we fought I knew we would be friends again. Because thats us. We were inseparable... Dude my grandma Kathy even bought you perfume for Christmas! You spent Christmas Eve with me haha (: but dude.. Come back as soon as possible. My life has changed majorly since you left, and I need you to come to my house, and stay up all night with me so we can talk about whats went on while you were gone. You missed my 15th birthday party, you ass!! I didnt have any friends there, and it was disappointing because I knew that you would be there, grinning over the fact that I had a pony cake :( I feel like I lost my sister... And I dont like it at all. When is the funeral? :( No one can replace you, and Im so serious. Ive tried (not in a bad way, but sometimes I needed a friend like you) and Im not comfortable like I was with you. I miss you Laina Bana. Virginia misses you and your freckles c:
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 21:15:43 +0000