Miss my son Oliver. Does anyone elses muscles burn like - TopicsExpress

Miss my son Oliver. Does anyone elses muscles burn like fibromyalgia when you miss your children? I cant believe the symptoms associated with the trauma of the lose of a child to family court corruption. It is blatant parental alienation and torture as well as financial extortion, i.e. RICO. Yesterday I met with a few of the women who were in the Lawless documentary in Rhode Island - I suggested that we all go to the FBI together - they have heard from all of us individual and met most of us as well. We are not sure what to do anymore - we did a great job of taking down some very political people and for that we are grateful. We worry about all of the other folks who may be experiencing family court corruption. However lately I dont think it is corruption per se I think it may be a combination of serious mental illnesses couple or manifested into incompetency. Its bizarre in the family court here in RI. The last time I was there they cleared the courtroom and then abused my right to legal due process, intimidated me, ridiculed me, harassed me - and when all was said and done more money, no unsupervised or supervised visits. There is no reunification process at all. Parental alienation is strongly encouraged and carried out into orders that are undoable. The many judicial, government and police that cant fathom such behavior really cant understand it. It takes many many many hours to understand what most of us are saying. Its abusive and illegal but happens repeatedly everyday. The FBI in Providence told me they couldnt take anymore of my documents this past March [it was partly their fault I went to the mental institution because I kept doing what they told me to do and the next thing I know off to the mental institution by court order and court ordered to be drugged]. So, I have to send all of my documents to Boston where they have the capacity [I hope] to figure out what I was trying to tell them. As a professional in the field of psychology [no more phd school was dismissed for not attending when I was being held without bail for a crime I did not commit - case has been dismissed and withdrawn - how can they dismiss me for non-attendance when I was being held involuntarily from the school - NCU.edu partners with FBI - I bet they thought I did something but I did not falsely arrested and imprisoned - the damage in insurmountable for that false arrest and imprisonment]. As I was saying as a professional in the filed of psychology I am appalled at what I have lived through and seen others go through. Many of the top political people in RI came after me and my friends - just helpless mothers fighting for their rights and their childrens rights. A bunch of horrible political bullies ganged up on us and took our children to punish us for exposing the truth about what really happens in the RI Political War Zone. Its a disgrace what they did to most of our career - most of us became unemployable because of criminal records - most of us like Bill Windsor had no criminal records until we began to fight the political animals. Its a disgrace to humanity. Its not all of the judicial, police and governmental bodies but enough to warrant a take over of some sort. The RI Family Court needs a federal take over. I received an order saying I was before a certain judge a few weeks ago but I was not and there was an order - who am I to report that kind of racketeering too. Does the judge on the order really work? I received several of those orders over the past few years indicating that I was before a judge when I was not. I sent a letter to Pagliniri who of course ignored it. So I guess I need to send a copy to the RISP, PPD, FBI and DOJ - its probably a waste of my time - perhaps someone in one of those supposedly intelligence agencies can figure out what I am trying to say to them for almost 10 years. It is so frustrating that the government, judicial, and police are suppose to be public servants - to serve us all - but there appears to be some secret list of only those they truly help. All I know is children are the most important in all of the cases I have seen or heard of - but seldom focused on - their emotional needs are ignored and dismissed by antisocial sociopaths - it is blatant child abuse.