Mom! Look I am starting to grow! It has been twenty-four hours and you don’t even know that I am here yet! I am going to be your little surprise. I am so excited to spend the rest of my life with you… Even though you don’t know that I am even here yet. I love to hear your voice, so smooth and loving, I don’t know who you are talking to, or what you are talking about, But I do know that I love you. That is right. I love you with all my heart and soul. Yeah! I have a soul! God gave me my freedom as soon as I was conceived! The moment everything happened last night, I became a real person. Wow mom! Is this place great! It has been a week since you created me! Man, only 39 weeks and I will be a full grown baby! Hey, do you even know I am here? I am 4 weeks old. One month! Wow! My home is just finishing coming together! I have this thing that will be my belly button someday! I can’t wait to show it to you in 36 weeks! Oh boy! I am so excited to see your face. Hey, It has been a week! I am getting my face all the way developed! I have my ears now! And I have my nose! Both things I can use to sense you and love you more and more. Hey mom! Have I told you that I am going to be smart? I am! I also have a distinct heartbeat and I have since I was 21 days old! Neat! I just wish you would acknowledge me more often… I don’t think you even know I am in here. You just think you are sick. I have been here six weeks. I love you mom and I can’t wait until you know I am here so you can love me back! Mom, why are you crying? Why are you cursing? What aren’t you ready for? What are you talking about? Mama, why are we going to the doctor? Is it to make sure I am going to be big and healthy! I guess it sounds like a pretty good idea than! Maybe they will know some foods that I will like, Because you do know everything that you consume, I get to enjoy too! Except for some things, make me feel sick. I don’t like them. Mama, you seem sad and scared. I can tell how you are feeling, I am growing inside of you! I think it is a beautiful thing really. You are creating life. My soul will forever be a part of you. Wow mom. I don’t know why you are always so sad? I love you, and all I want is for you to love me back! Mom, it has been nine weeks with you! It has been so great! I am so excited to come into the world. 30 more weeks and I can be cradled in your arms. Not just through your tummy. Mom, 10 weeks! What is the appointment you scheduled for tomorrow? Is it to see my toes! I have toes now! And fingers too, So in 30 weeks, I can grasp your hand, Like you will grasp mine. And guess what else? I am over an inch long now! It is so cool! I love you and am so excited to meet you! Mom, Where are we? I don’t know why, but you seem really scared right now. It is okay, I am still alive in here. Don’t be sad mama… Please, I love you and I just want you to be happy. Mom, Where are we? Mama, I love you so much! Maybe he just asked if you were sure you loved me! Mom, what is that? I don’t like this mama! Mommy, why is someone taking me out of my home? Mommy, am I never going to meet you now? Or will I have to wait until heaven now? Mom, I am dead. I am only dead in body though. I am with God now. God said it happened for a reason. Mom, I miss the warmth of your womb. My life wasn’t even given a chance to take a breath of the air my Father created. Mommy, You killed me. I was waiting to surprise you, But I am a little girl. Mommy, I miss you so much. I just wanted to be with you forever. I forgive you though. I just wish you would of explored options. Mama, I am in heaven waiting for you. I don’t know when you will get here, But when you do, I will be waiting to make your heart complete again.
Posted on: Tue, 18 Jun 2013 01:00:01 +0000
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