Monday 14th April 2014-04-14 Progress is at hand, and the healing pad appears still operational. Such news has not been so golden for many days now, yet even the slightest illustration of recovery deems celebration. Indeed, I am healing from my wounds and the bond is gradually reforged. Perhaps the secret is to distance myself not simply from others, however from the contemporary society itself, to escape their eyes and the smell of their breath. I’ve wondered many ages ago if this is truly where I am meant to be, and not a mystical world amongst nature. Securing this fact does reinstate my return; however I’ve noticed another agenda simultaneously working in the field. As I take another step towards my soul with each passing day, so does my foresight. My vision becomes clearer and further vivid, hence how I discovered this secondary view. I believe my mother had suspected my wish to die a while ago, however rather than attempting to encourage its ‘ridiculousness’, as I’ve seen amongst many films, it’s as though she wants to honour that wish. Lately, she too appeared to have lost pieces of her soul, thereby refusing to take part in many daily activities. If not completely under denial, she will thus be reluctant. It seems now she is simply waiting patiently until I give myself that decision, and afterwards she can take hers as well. My vision now tells me this family is doomed, is as good as gone. Merely two members remain when there used to be several others, and where one is as dark as transparency can become. Yet, my mother still does not speak of him, other than the statement in which he is ‘deceased’. Perhaps this is truth, however still my curiosity creates a spark. I actually desire to know more about him, regardless of whatever action had he done which led to this present. The skies are still blue this day. Returning again to this family’ status let us hope what I suspect isnt true. Although the wish still lingers, I don’t want anybody else to suffer the same fate.
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 05:55:16 +0000
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