More pain By Angela Hurst — 6 hours ago Not a good start to a Monday morning. I have been awake for 23 hours and am exhausted and emotional. I am unable to meet my daughters needs and make her comfortable. Amber had a very restless night. She could not get comfortable and was moaning and mumbling all night long. At 3:30 this morning she awoke in immense pain and tears. For those of you that know Amber, you know that she does not complain about pain until she can no longer bear it. We made an emergency call to Hospice at 4:00 am. They arrived and increased her dosage of morphine. Hopefully this will help and keep her comfortable. My prayer today is that The Lord would call her home quickly. It is nearly killing me to watch her in unbearable pain. I am entering the angry phase! I find myself wanting to scream at God and demand why? Why Amber? Why not me? Why must she suffer? I do not have the answers and I may never have the answers. However, one thing I am sure of is that Cancer Sucks!!! What must God have felt as he watched his son, Jesus die on the cross? Did he have the same emotions that I feel now as I watch Amber struggle? (I know he did and I want to be Godly in how Im dealing and coping but its certainly a challenge) Please pray for comfort and rest for dear Amber. Pray for Gods perfect timing. -Angela
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 15:54:38 +0000
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